SLS

i love my little ipod i laid in bed and listened to blasts from my past for 4 hours last night. i havent done that in forever, you know where you do nothing but stare at the ceiling and concentrate on the music. im always too antsy and end up knitting or reading or writing or playing on the computer, but not last night. i figured i owe my gift some alone time.

anyways. thats all.

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For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Sara has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Sara fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Sara has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life. The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Sara seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action. Sara seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Sara on a team, because Sara will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Sara if she is not careful.
Sara has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Sara is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Sara is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.
Sara is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sara basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach." She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
In reference to Sara's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sara slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sara can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Sara is not facing something going on in her life today. She is deceiving herself about it. Often, Sara's opinion of herself is different than those around her. This trait gives Sara the ability to deny anything that does not agree with her "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Sara not to face some reality in her life at this time.
When Sara expresses an opinion on a issue she will stick to that opinion, and probably will not change her mind. In other words... Sara is stubborn. When she is wrong about something that she has decided upon, she will have trouble admitting she is wrong. Changing Sara's mind can be very difficult. Once Sara makes up her mind, she doesn't want to be confused with the facts!
Sara has difficulty making decisions. Her mind changes constantly. She lives in an emotional tug of war. Sara could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow she may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone. Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet. If Sara encounters a situation she cannot handle she frequently pulls into herself. She feels her emotions are secure if she is withdrawn. When she has solved the problem she can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Sara as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say she has two complete personalities that she chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality she is exhibiting today. She may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Sara's emotional expressiveness.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Sara doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. Read more about her emotional expressiveness in the section on emotions and slant.
According to the inputted data, Sara has a stinger shape inside the oval of her a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Sara has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad.) If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the girl who is "hard to get" most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships. For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage: http://www.myhandwriting.com/analyze/hlltrt5.html. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.

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Thanks for reading. haha.

Anyways, it has been an age since I updated. I have just been so busy moving and vacationing, you know.
everything is all settled for the most part. Melanie is here till November and as a special birthday surprise SETH came! He is unfortunately not here until November, just saturday.
I think we will be going to the MOA today to ride a coaster, you know it is its birthday too? i bet you didnt.

xoxo.